(Trigger warning - intrusive thoughts) chemicals in my brain

I have a problem

it's in my head


I am female.

And that brings me down,

Having a period is awful,

but I realized that's not my only downfall.


The days after my period are unbearable, too...

i'd rather be alone.

I'd like to wake up, all alone.


I'm a shitty fucking person.

But it bubbles over from the chemicals in my brain.

I hate myself.

I hate my self.

I hate me.

I hate self.