An intoxicating Delusion

Drunk with power.

Floating, spewing destruction.

Love for thine ego.

Uncaring.

only passion for "righteous" truth...

Until i'm passed out from the pain

the crying, the screaming, the fighting

knocks me off my horse

hits me where it hurts most

unloving of myself when it's over and im the mess

Like a wild, ferocious animal

gnawing at my beloved with molars ripping through its flesh.



The longing to make the fantasy cease.

Longing to erase my mortal sins.

Unprovoked, a lovely dove.

Once it starts, it must be stopped.